Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Some Updates

Hey I am back updating.

It's been more than 1 month since I left.
Many left with great disappointment while some left felt used.

Yes, i do miss my friends in the cell & some friends in the team.

Personally for me, it was a positive move- For Sum & Joash. Uprooted my entire family from the place of uncertainties to a place where Intentational Disciple Making Church (IDMC)is all about.
Timing was good for Joash.
My family worship was restored.
No frustrations from Sum.
No more finger pointing from the others.
Joash looking forward to Sunday School.
The sermons were short, simple yet bringing conviction to the hearts.
I am blessed with a strong pulpit.

The constant thing in life is change. Changes helps us grow.
The latter is better than the former.


Attended my church's 30th Anniversary... Man! It was awesome! Seeing the worship pastor danced with the rest of the worship team. He's almost in his late forties or early fifties.

Gurmit shared his testimony- Brought many people to tear. Gillian cried too.

I nearly teared when he shared: "I wonder how is it like to see my dad & mum walking with Jesus hand in hand...then he teared cos he missed his parents".

I missed barnabas too. How does it feel for Barn to walk with Jesus hand in hand? Must be an awesome experience. Maybe Barn is playing with Gurmit's parents? Haha... Never say never.


Met up with him on Sunday although the meeting short, it was really a good time catching up. There were so much things to share and pour out to him but time do not permit. You have knew me since young and had personally walk with me... Deep down in your eyes... you knew... you knew what happens last six months.

I agreed that the seed planted never die cos no one, not any circumstances or things on earth can take that seed away from you.
Sisters, slide back to God. Let the seed grow within you again.

Congrats to your SOT. My family will celebrate this with you soon. You had fought hard and had grown tremenously. Keep growglowing.

Remember this-making the right decisions is vital cos all decisions made has it's own consequences.

Ra, happy birthday to you! Will celebrate yours when you are back!
Someone's birthday coming in Sept. These dear friends are entering into adulthood. Make your day free hor... Then can punk you meh...Lol...

Can you imagine Jo hiding with the big umbrella? Haha... He's doing it right now while i am blogging.

Take care all.
Will blog again soon.

Money not enough- Is one enough? We are still praying...
If God speaks to you, please call or email us. Thanks.

Monday, August 18, 2008

You Are Invited to CEFC 30th Anniversary Service

Hi All,

You are invited to CEFC 30th Anniversary Service at Suntec Convention Hall 602.
24th Aug 10am.

Come and hear Gurmit Singh's testimony and Rev Edmund Chan's evangelistic message.

For more details please visit http//:www.cefc.org.sg

Will update soon!
Take care, miss you all. Cheers!

Blessings to you.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

12 Aug

Hi everyone,
On my previous post about dates,

Yes, today is another important date and day that I will remember and must not forget.
It's so important that when the month Aug kicks in, I'll start to plan for this special someone and recall the other.

Yes, this special someone is none other who can captivated my heart 12 years back as a friend (and she's still captivating my heart other than Jesus)... from there this friendship develope further.

From friend to good friend. From good friend to confidante. From my confidante to galfriend. From my ex-galfriend to be my lovely wife.

Dear this is the prayer text that I sms you this morning...

Dear God, on this special day I want to pray that You will bless Sharon with a special blessing. Let her enjoy the fruit in everything that she put her hands into.
Cause her to prosper in all areas. Happy birthday to you dear. Love you.

May I present you this song as one of the present. Been looking for this the last 10 days and this the best playlist that I've found in imeem.com. Hope you enjoy the music & especially the lyrics. It very meaningful. (The rest of the reader, don't feel jealous. Haha!)

Ni shi wo zui shen ai de ren

Hope you enjoy this and also tonight's dinner that I've reserved for you and surprise in advance.

Love you! Cheers! Happy Birthday! Btw... welcome to the 30s club...Oppps... Haha!

Monday, August 11, 2008

Thursday, August 7, 2008

6th Aug

Date has a special ability to remind us of something.
The thing/s that happened during that date will leave an impact (big or small), whether positive or negative in our lives thus become milestone and shaped our lives, way of living and approach of things.

In 2 days time, my country will be celebrating her 43rd birthday. I wish her great success and that she's turn her children back to First Love.

Every Aug will also bring back memories to us as a family.

6th Aug makes the 4th death anniversary of Barnabas.
This date reminds me of the emotionally coaster ride that I've overcomed other than 28th Dec- Birth of this baby boy.

I am really lose for words to type currently cos i really dont know how to put it into words as flashes of scenes keep on flooding my mind.

The scene like getting him ready at home for his rountine check on the 5th Aug,
LONG Waiting time at the children clinic for his admission,
How helpless we were to the extend that our helplessness nearly drive us to walk into the Neonatal department and get his consultant, who knew him well to treat him,
How a young infant fought for his dear life,
How Sum's bf came down to give us support,
How worriesome when doc says he might not pull thru during the night and how baby Barn assured us that he's alright but communicating with us via all the gadgets stuck to him,
How chilled was his body when we last carried him and cried in the emergency room,
How we wept & wept when we drove back in the mini van,
How God ministered to us using the song "Through it all",
They just keep flashing thru...
They just keep flashing...

I was there last night to clean the niche at GOR....

Barn, daddy missed those days when you were back home. I missed putting you on the playpen and playing with you using various colourful rattles. I knew it wasn't easy for you having to take at least 6 types of medication daily but you took it with stride.
OH, the angelic smile you rendered at mummy whenever she bathed you.
And sweet gentle "hoo" when mummy tickled you at your face.

Barn, your nurses & consultants still remembered you fondly even when I sent them text last night. You have help us established some good friendship in the hospital. You have a legacy in that hosiptal. They knew you as Barney, not the purple dinasour.

How you brought so much joy to us despite being a super lightweight baby although you were around 7 months.

To our beloved son:

Hi Barn,
Your stay in KK had taught daddy what life is all about. Your zeal to live. Your passion to survive. Your courage to fight. What a champion! Till then, we do have a divine appointment.... in heaven.

"Let the peace of God come reign in my heart, Let the peace of God come reign in my heart, I will not fret nor will I be anxious. Let the peace of God come reign in my heart"

Loving you since day one,

Your Papa 6/8/04



My Ever Dearest Son,
Well, tho' we did not say goodbye but I know that's becos it is not a goodbye yet, we'll definitely meet in heaven. By then, we will be in a place without tears and pain. Heaven is a place of rejoicing and you get to be there first. Just want to say, that the 3 weeks were great and I am privileged to be your mum.

See you,

Your bestest mummy 6/8/04


Barn, you always have a special place my heart.


Friends, regardless which cross road you are you now. Look to God for that lifeline that will help you to soar above & beyond your situation.
Take care & be blessed!

Monday, August 4, 2008

Starting Fresh- Come What May, I Will Run!

After 11 years of serving with my friends in this organisation, I've finally moved on with my family to take new ground.

God has indeed bless me with so so much...
Good supportive cell members, ministry friends & team members...
Most importantly, a supportive wife & a loving family. You guys rocks.
Thank you God!

You've been good, You are my God
And Your mercy endures forever...
Forever & ever...
Lord Your mercy endureth forever
Forever & Ever.

Set my foot on this building. My heart was excited because all things are new!
It's true! New location, new building, new group of friends, new environment & a new passion that comes with a new hunger! Yes, NEW!

We were first welcomed by traffic marshalls. They stationed one at the multi-storey carpark, one at the traffic light,one at bus stop.

Once you are in the building, almost every 30 steps you received a firm warm handshake and a sunshine smile!

The structure, the audio & visual had been carefully design with the end users in mind- User friendly.

It was not only a Good Idea But a God Idea to have a building built in the community and for the community.

They started with this song...

"I've got the JOY"

There's anointing in the air, i can feel it everywhere
I've got power in my soul, so let the river flow
Can you hear the rushing wind, it's blowing deep within
My spirit is alive, my life has been revived

I've got the joy, I've got the peace of mind
I've got the faith in the Holy Ghost
That fills me everyday
I've got the life, I've got the melody
I've got the Word, the Word of God
That sets me free.

The praise was electrifying and the worship was meditative

We sung "Be Thou My Vision"
I teared as I sung till verse 3. It was the call of God that uprooted me 12 years back to serve in the northern part of S'pore. And now, I've move on to further up north!

Yes, be thou my vision. What an awesome song to rededicate my purpose, submit my plan and realign my perspective back to the vision of the Cross.

Be bless by this song.
Be Thou My Vision - Selah

Yes, indeed it's time to arise & take new ground for Jesus! It's back to Community Penetration!